I don't read the bible as much as I should. I try to memorize parts of the bible and specific verses, but I don't read through books of the bible very much. I blame it on anxiety, and most of it is that (I can't focus on reading anything very much because my mind is always going); however, I'm being lazy too.
I don't think that I'm worth much sometimes. I feel stupid when I don't know something and get corrected on it. I feel lazy when I don't clean or work much outside the house, but have been spending most of the day doing my Avon work while watching TV. Others seem to have found their "calling" and are busy working or being moms, etc. but I'm just stumbling around trying to figure out what it is that I'm meant to do.
That's all for now. Though there's much more, I will write more in a later blog.
Stay tuned, I'll be writing about our adoption meeting with the social worker tomorrow!! :-) Night!